Wednesday, August 26, 2015

Escaping Initial Panic



Today marks the beginning of my blogging journey! My two professors, Dr. Clark and Dr. Parker, have challenged my class to keep a weekly blog on what we gain from our pursuit whether it be a conversation in class, a public classroom observation or any other outside research we have done. To be completely honest, I have no idea what to expect from this experience. I have never successfully kept a journal of any kind for more than about a month because I have never felt like I was getting anywhere. However, I feel that a weekly reflection will not only make it easier to maintain but easier to examine growth.
On the first day of our Education 250 class, I was extremely overwhelmed. We spent our entire two hour block in deep conversation of how much of an impact we will potentially have on our students for 30+ years. The topic jumped between various aspects of the class from skyping into a live classroom, to breaking down the GWU School of Education mission statement, to putting ourselves into the teacher’s shoes. All the while, we were moving between taking attendance, the do.com agenda, a secondhand chat, new candidate orientation and an exit ticket. I felt like I was scrambling to keep up and differentiate between all of the links we were using. My efforts to multitask seemed overrun and I wasn’t sure how I was going to “hold on.” I was fully expecting a long semester.
After three days of class and some outside research and conversations, I am happy to say that I am no longer in complete panic mode. Although I am still amazed by how much I have to learn, I am encouraged. Today, we did an exercise where we sorted statements into the five NC Teacher Candidate Standards. Collectively, my group read through every single statement, carefully discussing which category it might belong to. I recognized that the five standards run extremely close to one another and often have overlaps in topic that make them hard to differentiate. Before class, when I saw that we were discussing standards, I got worried that they would be too technical to remember. However, I can already feel myself sorting through the information and starting to create my own definitions for what I think each area should encompass.
I am no longer deeply burdened but am curious to understand how secondary math education fits into these standards. I found myself researching the national standards in mathematics and discovered that they are different based on the content being learned. There are standards for geometry, algebra, number and operations, measurement and data analysis and probability. With all of these being so well defined and students being able to choose their own path of math classes, I am curious to know what overall standards are set in terms of content that must be known to graduate. I have started my hunt for the answer through various emails to my mother who is a community college math instructor as well as my high school calculus teacher. I am in high hopes to get some advice on where to search soon!